This year was possibly the strangest year I've ever had, I went from being creepy poser scene kid, to creepy emo chick, to intelligent (thank god) whatever-you-would-call-me-now. I met some amazing kids, I'll admit that. But I also met some of the worst people I possibly ever could, ever. *cough*Chucky&Craig*cough* And as I sit here, pondering the events that occurred this year, I wonder, WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING?
I swear, for the longest time I was obsessed with eyeliner and big hair, then emo boys, and talking about my "feelings" to said emo boys. If I somehow managed to see me like I was...7 months ago, I would scream my lungs out. I mean seriously, A: Now I realize, I actually don't really care about anyones feelings but my own really, and B: I'm starting to see that the people I was totally obsessed with and, beg pardon, "OMGBFFFLS!", with, were all really just dumb people that didn't get over themselves and their "problems". Yeah, I'm sure overcoming all those years of upper-middleclass suburban opression(no I don't know how to spell it) can really be tough. It must be terrible to have a roof over your head, an education, a family, and food.
That has to just suck balls.
I realize I'm ranting, but at this point, I really don't care.
So to all you kids who think "Oh man! I'm gonna lose all the wonderful times I had this year" sorry, but I don't really give a rats ass. I'm excited for a new start, I need to pull my grades up, get to where I need to be with my music, ask for the assistant position at the CCAC, and overall, get started on my actual life. Not this drama ridden bullshit.
Bye bye 2008, you didn't like me, and I didn't like you.

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